MARYA IS MOVING BACK,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

Yaaaayyyyyyyy I cant wait til Monday...........finally your moving to L.A!!!!!!!!

Ok so I broke the diet after 1 day...lol.........but I will start soon, Denise is doing it right now and I hope she sticks with it and sees good results so I get some hope about this.....We all went to firefly on Saturaday, me Denise and Sherri,,,,really fun actually....were gonna go again this Saturday....I heard Denzel is gonna be there...lol........

Maple syrup diet...........

Me and Denise are meeting up to buy the ingredients for the maple syrup diet today.........So we're gonna start tomorrow.....I hope I can make it through it, since all I can drink is the syrup lemonade....but most of all...I hope I will lose at least 10lbs and keep it off too!!!
We will see how it goes...

Sahar's B-day bash!!!!!!!!

I had a great weekend, the party was great and so were you Marya...can't wait til you move down here, so I can see you more often....love you....

My babe is comming to L.A.............

I can't wait to pick my sister up from the airport later on today.........we are gonna have so much fun this weekend..........
Tonight is my other sister Sahar's b-day...she is having a big party....so thats gonna be fun.
Unfortunately for me, I'm on the Atkins diet so I can't get too waisted! LOL
Well well well there will be lots of pictures so I will post some up....

mmmmmmm fet tisdag.......wish I was in Sweden...........

seriously.............CAT'S RULE!..........mjaaauuuu

PIIIIIIISSHHHHHIIIIIIIIII LOVE................

too much coffin..........

I went out with my friend Nadya last night..I mean nothing special we went to CPK then we met up with Laila and her man at Gypsy cafe in Westwood.......it was a fun evening...It's just sad to know that this hater we all know can't get over me...stop talking about me and get a life!!!...But I do feel admired....I must be really important to her....
So I slept over at Nadya's house that night, and we had great breakfast this morning...uhhmmm I had like four cups of coffee so I been having a head ache ever sense....lol...
I just got out of the shower now,,,bout to do my nails, got to Target, deposit money...and probably see Denise tonight...

Mhuaaaaa

Good and relaxing day......

Wow Rebecca your fish&shrimps with steamed vegetables was amazing!!!!!!!!
I couldn't stop eating it, and boy was I starving after work....your the best!
God was I tiered at work today...I slept so late last night watching alias hehe.
It was a pretty cozy day today..raining and cold..I kinda liked it..reminded me of Sweden..

You know who.........

You make me wanna....

Happy that you called....not happy about the results....

Just some thoughts..........

I watched a show on E! yesterday after work about JLo and the men in her past..(the ones we know about)...and it was so funny to watch Cris Judds's(her 2nd husband)dad getting all upset about his son not getting the opportunity to decide who's gonna work at her then upcoming resturant Madres, or the fact that Ben Affleck picked the name for the resturant....I mean come on...he should be happy that JLo even married his dancer ass....and he walked away with 10-15 million once they split...!!!! Obviously if you marry JLo and your her dancer..you will be expected to be her "wife" and not have much to say about things....so just shut up and enjoy the red carpet while it lasts....

"Lakeview Terrace" wow, that movie pissed me off....I was watching it last night with my friend Syros....good movie, but it irritated me how cops really think they are the law and that they can get away with things...
So that being said....I can't wait till I become a FBI agent so I can speed...and if I get pulled over...too bad...I got a bigger badge to show you!!!

Kokos boll

MMMMMMMMMM................

"Busa"

So I went out with my girl this weekend and had a blast...well not cause the place we went was cracking, but cause we got to "busa" together....hehe
I met up with my two homeboys Joey and Anthony which I known for years....we met at SMC and I really really love these guys.....
So that was fun....we end up going over to Joey's house to hang out afterwards and next thing we know everyone falls asleep during the movie....
All I remember after that is that it's 7am and my girl is waking me up...cause shit! we just realized we're far in in L.A and there's gonna be traffic all the way to the valley.....!!!!

INTRODUCTION...

I started the new year by celebrating it in Sweden.......
So far it's been a good year.... business is good, I feel loved, everyone around me is doing good, I'm feeling very ambitious and America made history on January 20th.....I got to witness that in my life time which is amazing!!!

I live in a city where many people envy to be....in a country which stands for the land of opportunity and the land of the free......
yet I am empty.....there is no place I rather be than Sweden right now, where I belong with my family and friends I grew up with.....

To be honest it's a heart ache I can't describe, I want the cake and eat it too, a part of me wants to stay here and built my future...knowing Sweden wont really fulfill me career wise...and a part of me wants to pack my bags and never look back....

Sometimes I regret that I ever came out here, why did I see this side of life? to be put in this dilemma?

How would my life be if I never moved out here? was it a waste? Did I waste seven of my precious years to be out here far away from home?

And YOU..........
I wonder how important of a role you would have in my life ...if I never had left?