I started the new year by celebrating it in Sweden.......
So far it's been a good year.... business is good, I feel loved, everyone around me is doing good, I'm feeling very ambitious and America made history on January 20th.....I got to witness that in my life time which is amazing!!!
I live in a city where many people envy to be....in a country which stands for the land of opportunity and the land of the free......
yet I am empty.....there is no place I rather be than Sweden right now, where I belong with my family and friends I grew up with.....
To be honest it's a heart ache I can't describe, I want the cake and eat it too, a part of me wants to stay here and built my future...knowing Sweden wont really fulfill me career wise...and a part of me wants to pack my bags and never look back....
Sometimes I regret that I ever came out here, why did I see this side of life? to be put in this dilemma?
How would my life be if I never moved out here? was it a waste? Did I waste seven of my precious years to be out here far away from home?
And YOU..........
I wonder how important of a role you would have in my life ...if I never had left?
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